Things Remembered That I Had Forgotten I Remembered Continues...

This is a quote found and copied several years ago, while homeless and living at Calvary Shelter. It was found while helping Debra move into her apartment, Thursday, February 21, 2008. The Moon was still under the influence of being full in Virgo with a lunar eclipse the previous night. A very intense period; I had a message from the other realm that night involving my shoes, and my Grandmother’s quirky attempts at contacting me. I had just a glimpse of a deeper meaning, involving my walk. “It’s all in the walk.” It hit pretty strongly and I had to take about ten minutes to cry, reflect, and regroup. Walking through this life can be like the people who walk through fire without getting burnt. You have to have the same mindset when faced with adversity.

We did an extensive personal and environmental cleansing that felt very effective.

The Quote:

In a dream I walked with God through the deep places of creation; past walls that receded and gates that opened, through hall after hall of silence, darkness and refreshment-the dwelling place of souls acquainted with light and warmth-until, around me, was an infinity into which we all flowed together and lived anew, like the rings made by raindrops falling upon wide expanses of calm dark waters.

Unknown Source…

This is intensely personal to write. Though looking forward to going to my real eternal home, I'm not ready to leave this one yet. I've only begun to learn the things I'm here to learn. I've only had glimpses of the things I need to see, and the glimpses have been through a sheer veil. I am uncertain at this point of the effectiveness of the treatment I have been undergoing. I certainly do not feel well, but I remain active, I remain hopeful, I try to stay positive, I maintain my sense of humor with loving care, as it is the one thing that pulls me through. I depend on the love, support, and guidance of my friends, family, and caretakers. I depend on my loving creator’s greater knowledge of what is to happen. I trust in that. I have faith in that. Enjoy life…

Silly Sally Was Walking Through The Park One Night...

The past few weeks have certainly been a whirlwind of activity. Somehow, I've managed to remain positive, even though at times it's been hard. In the past two weeks, I've had a number of medical appointments. One of which was with my new psychiatrist. At one point in our initial visit, he wanted to check my memory. He gave me a list of random words to remember, then he continued to talk with me and ask me questions. Naturally, I obsessed over the list while I tried to respond to his questions and comments. After several minutes, he asked me to repeat the list. I repeated what I thought to be the correct answers. He gave me a perplexed grin and asked, "Do you realize you alphabetized the list???" I busted out with laughter and amazement. I had done it without even knowing it. Maybe I should plan a trip to Vegas... Enjoy life!